And anytime you feel the pain, hey Jude, refrain,
Don’t carry the world upon your shoulders.

— The Beatles, Hey Jude

Recently, life hath been bizarre and cruel. I have had expectation for this
matter, but going through it is not easy.

Unlike other universities, mine decided to discard a concentration though they perfomed a maneuver with it. Indeed, the concentration still exists, but it means we do an internship based on the concentration we chose earlier.

In truth, i have peace with the policy, but they once planned to give concentration lectures. However, they canceled the plan one week later and returned to what i call concentration internship.

You know, one of concerns is what their mindset is when changing policy so quickly, even though it affects our future. I remember the lecturer’s reaction to the policy, telling me, “it’s kinda sad to see that. No skills, but they are forced to do an internship”.

Many of my friends also disagree, grumbling about a lack of skills because no one taught them. They have a plan to learn, but lack of mentors makes them confused what they should do. Of course, internet exists, but mentors hold a crucial role in learning

Actually, i still have more to story about this, but, i fear of defamation.