what sore gives it to me


movies are not my thing, but yesterday, i and my friend watched
a movie called ‘Sore: Istri Dari Masa Depan.’ thank you i’d say
to the people who discuss the movie which encourages me.

still, one scene has been living in my mind since yesterday:
when Jo’s Father reads the note on the behind of Jo and his father photo.

thank you for four years. i forgive you

not all people can forgive people that they hate, even though
it’s a simple action.

may we can pardon all people that we hate after what they did to us.

may we can make peace with all the things that we still sorrow.

two years

Ugh. Just move on, lad.

— You

dont worry, i know about it. also, i rarely feel nostalgia.

june always brings back memories of high school graduation day. like the title says, it’s been two years since then.

time flies, one by one, i’m forgetting their voices and the stories of what we did in the past. i wish i had made a video recording, so i could hear and see them at the same time.

okay, i will be honest, those times were the best part of my life. if a time machine existed, then high school would be my first destination.

farewell, adieu, my friend.

blah

And anytime you feel the pain, hey Jude, refrain,
Don’t carry the world upon your shoulders.

— The Beatles, Hey Jude

Recently, life hath been bizarre and cruel. I have had expectation for this
matter, but going through it is not easy.

Unlike other universities, mine decided to discard a concentration though they perfomed a maneuver with it. Indeed, the concentration still exists, but it means we do an internship based on the concentration we chose earlier.

In truth, i have peace with the policy, but they once planned to give concentration lectures. However, they canceled the plan one week later and returned to what i call concentration internship.

You know, one of concerns is what their mindset is when changing policy so quickly, even though it affects our future. I remember the lecturer’s reaction to the policy, telling me, “it’s kinda sad to see that. No skills, but they are forced to do an internship”.

Many of my friends also disagree, grumbling about a lack of skills because no one taught them. They have a plan to learn, but lack of mentors makes them confused what they should do. Of course, internet exists, but mentors hold a crucial role in learning

Actually, i still have more to story about this, but, i fear of defamation.